To My Readers:

I’d like to make a few things clear. I’m sure most of you are aware that I haven’t visited this website in a little while. Unfortunately, due to matters I cannot control, our internet service was cut.

While I did not have access to the web, I entered into some serious thinking and decided to take a new perspective on life. I will no longer be using this account to post my various stories, poems, and journal entries. I shall be using a new account under the name (insert name here.) Furthermore, I will no longer be updating any stories of fan-fictions dealing with homosexuality. Well, not from my latter perspective.

Some of you may be angry, others confused, and still others indifferent. I’m posting two explanations, one that is nice and one that is honest.


(1)the nice one: Due to a change in my religious perspective, I’m no longer involving myself in ‘yaoi’ or anything of the sort. I’m not taking anything down, because I want what I’ve written to be a constant reminder of who I was and who I am now.



(2) the honest one: I do warn you, this is not politically correct, and it is offensive. I am a Christian girl, and I have been for a long time. However, I have allowed my self to partake in a selfish sin. I’m aware that most people who read what I write have no problem with homosexuality, or actually prefer it over heterosexuality. Some people believe you can be a gay Christian. And you can; I have been. God loves you no matter what, but it is not right. God is real, and he is the one and only one who can save you from eternity in Hell. Hell is real, Heaven is real, Jesus is real. End of story; that’s the truth. Homosexuality is against God, and that is why I’m halting my writing of certain stories.

Some people may argue that homosexuality is natural and that some people are born that way. Why, then can’t homosexuals have children? The point, naturally not emotionally, of a relationship is to have children. That is not to say that an infertile couple cannot love each other; do not misunderstand me. Also, if homosexuality is natural, then why don’t…why don’t the parts match up? (please excuse vulgar terminology) Face it people, the parts just don’t connect correctly. Certain parts of the body were not meant to deal with the thrusting of other certain parts of the body. It causes all sorts of complications. Natural, heterosexual sex doesn’t come with those kind of problems. (don’t bring STD’s into this; I’d rather not deal with homosexuality and pre-marital sex in one day)

I’m not going to preach, and I will not respond to hate mail. You chose to either read the nice part of the journal or the honest part. I will, however, happily answer any questions anyone has.

Do what you want, but I’m going to do what I think is right. Rather, I’m going to do what God says is right.

Oh, hey! You can check me out now at [link]! Hope to see some of you!


Edit: Okay, I changed my mind. I'm going through and deleting everything yaoi related in my gallery. I am thinking about doing non-yaoi adaptations of the plotlines....just a thought. Cial